chanced upon the tarot card application on fb while playing ard with it. my tarot card for today sounds horrible.

The Devil
Obsession. Compulsion. Overzealous behavior. Difficult relationships. Don't allow the darker side of things to control the situation. Negative emotions are trying to come into play. Time to reverse them before it's too late. Something is trying to chain you. An problem of some sort that is difficult to overcome at the present time. Seek outside help when forces may be greater than you. Possible opinions of others having too much influence in your life. The need to break free of something.

it's going to be mid sept.

oct is coming.

i am dreading it. for the many many reasons.

an important event.

deadline.

possibility of on-call.

no break at all.

totally freaked.