i am suddenly overwhelmed by the sheer amount of work that i need to do and haven't done!

i) GLF assessment summary
ii) CARE plan
iii) submission of project for a scientific journal
iv) project work to cover my previous patients
v) case for presentation during CR (dunno when?!)
vi) planning for my bangkok trip!!!!! (which is like only 3 days away! faintz)
vii) planning for long weekend trip to our neighbourin island
viii) planning for bdae outing for pharm clique
ix) planning for jiemei outing
x) come up with questions for 3rd season of med safety quiz
xi leave forecast for year 2010... yea i muz forecast for 1 year ahead.

AND most importantly,

reading the heaps of materials needed for cardiology (heart)..

swapped GLF groups and we are all doing new wards for the year 1 pharmacists.. and its another long learning journey for 3 mths..

i am so damn freaking out these 2 days when i started doing the wards. i am too unfamiliar with the discipline that i am sometimes worried that i will miss out on certain things to look out for... and its hard to read up on this discipline coz i totally hate it. totally no motivation

dead.

i need to embrace the heart! geez.