i guess life's really a rollercoaster. there are so many ups and downs.

face that every single day in inpatient. one moment, i am surrounded by happy patients who get discharged. another moment, i might be faced by worried relatives whose close kin are being transferred to another hospital. yet another moment later, i am surrounded by devastated people, whose kin juz passed away.

it reminds me of an episode in grey's anatomy, where the lift opens at different floors, and you face different things.

i guess life is just like that. you can't help it, but just live with it. yes, we always say we can control how our life goes. but i guess we can't control natural changes in life, nor do we have a say in many matters in life. so, most importantly, treasure whatever we have. make decisions that make ourselves happy, coz happiness is what life should be all about.

coz you never will know what will happen in the future.