i guess its times like this in the middle of the night...

where the house is so silent.

where you can hear the cars and motorcycles on the road.

that your mind starts thinking and wandering about.

one year ago, this time, i was lost. but there was something to look forward to.

one year ahead, i think i am more lost.

i havent really seriously thought about any aims in my life as of yet, but I guess, its time to really set goals for myself. to think about what to do with my own life. because when i thought i knew what i wanted to do, it had to stop.

feel like just spending my time in a useful manner, then juz let it go to waste. back to school times, where I just like to occupy myself with events and events. though i know i am already busy now. sigh.

should be a mature person by now, but realised that, I am just not one yet.

found this place the other day, where i can just sit around, and have some time to myself. away from the rest of the world. with just trees swaying in the wind, e calm water with ripples now and then. with thoughts just running through my mind about things i have done before in that place, emotions that i have experienced before.

a new secret corner of my own.