learnt an important lesson over the past year.

nothing is ever absolute.

juz when you think a couple who has been together for long can last, it doesnt. even if you get married, its not absolute either. there's always a chance for divorce.

just when you think a friendship will be strong forever, it gets torn apart by small minor stuff.

just when you think when you grad and there's always a job out there for you, for us, even when we grad, we still have to go through 10 months of training plus a board exam before we are certified to practise.

sometimes it just makes me feel that i should juz not hope for anything to avoid disappointment. but yet, i also want to try my best to make things work out, coz it will all be worthwhile in the end. and yet again, i am really scared.

its a really long road to go.