now is 3.29am.. i m not aslp.. and i got a long day tmr.. with bash and agm..actually fell aslp on e sofa den woke up to edit e rules for heritage run.. sounds quite stupid..but tt's wat i did.. and now i cant slp.. damn..

was reading through shan shan's blog.. it evoked kinda alot in me.. esp when a good fren of mine broke up with her bf today.. relationships are always super fragile in real life and not like those u see in fairy tales.. u live happily forever.. everyone looks forward to having a chang chang jiu jiu relationship..who doesnt want tt..

for me.. i look forward to tt.. esp when i had already 1 failed one b4.. (e very 1st one din count).. if u havent had a failed one b4, you dunno wat e feeling is like.. ur heart will really juz crack and got one scar in it forever.. its like super painful and its even worse den an injury.. it hurts u emotionally for like dunno how long.. mayb even forever.. mayb causing u to have an shadow over ur life even..though sometimes u may look back n laugh at it.. u noe it matters...

all i juz want is juz a sweet & simple relationship..

i realised its a hard thing to keep a relationship going.. its just an easy snap by e fingers and a relationship might b gone juz like tt...

pls treasure who u have beside u...